After you left..

Most of the time I think I'm lonely
Finding out that the two of us can never be
Besmeared in a dimension of pain and trouble
My heavy heart starts to break and crumble.

Every dog has it's day, they say
But they don't know I'd do anything to pay,
To bring this empty void back to life
Oh, for only you this little puppy thrives.

A million miles, still not enough to beat your smile
Funny when I said I'd protect you from any missile
But I'm the lonely lunatic from whom protected you wish to be
Might I ask, "Have I done anything to thee?"

In shadows, spends this man his days and nights
Becoming a beggar, living with only a sachet of rice
Through strangers' eyes, started you seeing me
Just one glance, of me, and began you to flee.

Your voice, calmed my life up like a lullaby
Had sworn to make you happy, but only if u give us a try
But now, too late for that
As the Jane I knew does not wish to be back.

Now, your presence, not more than mere memories
Our future together, lost in distant stories
One thing left to tell you
I love you, even after everything I've gone through.

With you, there isn't possible anything I need,
Without you, my life is totally incomplete.

I just carry a load of hope, funny isn't it that God has cursed me with a soft heart.

(composed by myself)